Lonelier.

Today I feel lonelier than ever. It has been said that one's love cannot be one's friend at the same time... but besides him, I have no friend in the whole world. Today I realized that if I lose him, I lose all the little friendliness I have. And there is when I miss you. At least you counted as a friend, because even when we barely spoke in the end, I know you would have listened to me if I asked you so. Or maybe I just miss you because I have nobody else to miss. I really would like to see you again... to dream about you once... to have the opportunity to talk to you and tell you all the things I regret. I really would like to know if you still consider me your friend... I miss you so much.