Help me.

I regret everything I did and everything I didn't do too. I've been regretting it since forever. I want to make things better. I want to mend what perhaps I broke. I don't want to be alone anymore. I want to remember you through others, not all by myself. I want to share all the feelings I have locked inside me. Help me to recover what I lost. Help me to understand and be understood. Help me to wake up my soul and give everything to people, even though they give me nothing back. Help me to be myself again. Help me to get them back. Help me to get back to you.